Friday, October 29, 2010

Chapter City of bleeding

 From one end of the glass roof, pouring down.

was dyed blood red sky, like the kiss of witch-like stiff and cold. Abel. Knight Rod walked down the train cars are still braving the steam, spit out a touch of white mist.

blue eye looked around the desolate station.

reminiscent of the glass area of the station building as broad as the palaces, but because no one visits and idle. Five fingers to count them with the best of the station personnel and carrying a large box of several passengers, with a look of annoyance, no vitality Bian to walk around. The station building itself, if you observe carefully, the foot of the red brick had serious cracks no one inquired about the roof, cracks in the glass are everywhere.

A voice sounds a bit anxious, crying, standing upright on stairs in front of the train, I do not know what the young man muttered to himself. Cooks from one end of the train stuck his head out, face ferocious roar.

really end up? Electronic voice to read out the official Hungarian language and the Roman station on the far side by side in the name. I thought what is the scenic resort ............... Now look at this picture, obviously countryside is absolutely a thing? This train will be here to back. Caixing to return to Vienna as early as possible! The train leaving? can not wait for me a little bit? I do not realize that I was fired for the determination not to hold back to Rome, and now am a bit struggling ......Soon after dark! This place more than one second can not wait! May I ask what does this mean .. wow! So hot! began to turn.

Council, will be hot to me ......If you want to survive, to find guesthouse hide. Otherwise - track toward the rappel a plain dark blue night. Abraham only looked lopsided, more and smaller rear lights.

Woo ~ I am so one hundred and one good clothes, this completed the disaster. So heartless. has begun to turn blue. In the night really came before the rest stop must first find the location of tonight - in his footsteps at the same time speeding up, a figure suddenly out of the shadows from the column, that he was too late to avoid a sudden.

sound.

I'm in a daze ...... you are does not matter, right? pants, it seems a little soil, but it seems very warm appearance. wearing very end of the cap, coupled with the scarf blocked half of the face, people simply do not know Aberdeen looks, but looks like a diminutive young man . to stand up to probably less than the height of the chest Abel.

You did not hurt, right? ...... By the way, your stuff made strange noises. Okay? feeling very heavy. the bottom of the still wet one.

Well, if the bottle breaks. The bottle containing a transparent liquid and the great rift. liquid leaking out to the edge of the pocket watch tucked in the bag were soaked.

Parts inside are running out. Sorry, I'll pay you. . . . . . Ah, no, no. Watch itself is broken.
What things are not important. . . . . . But you still put that back to me? But this thing must be a good deal Caixing. Two hundred dinars! . Oh, if convenient for you, can not wait for me a little bit? I will give you the day after tomorrow. You're a good talk. That I'm sorry, please give me the address and business cards ......Ah, no, we'd better stop. Anyway, the important thing is not ......Ah, my name is Abel. Knight Road. To deploy this from Rome. Please exhibitions. linked to pupils of lapis lazuli busy turning, looking for escape routes. only to see the ticket gate at the moment, the expression under scarves wrapped ren suddenly Frozen Results. about ten people in uniform from the ticket gate happened after. All is the physical burly men. Although wearing the same dark blue coat, wearing Bianmao, but one can see that these people are not in uniform stand member station, as are hung around the waist guns.
< br> I was the first time, this poor, rustic, leisurely mood really is ........ said.

Then please tell me the name and address, I will visit tomorrow. You two!

the big guy, like a bear with Nongzhuo two eyes looking down.

good great. About Biya Bo also about a head taller. Just look at the thickness of the body to actually be hard to imagine the same kind of creature. A soldier of the class? The purpose of uniform was adorned waist large pistol. Bianmao Double Cross emblem on the city emblem is Istvan.

small eyes shining harsh light of grams, the men reported on their name. Beck was placed in the hands of intimidation Side waist holster. He seems not too many friends, so behind the group of vicious followers should all be like men.

turned ...... is requesting him to accept my compensation. alerted everyone that it is really very sorry. the expression of people think of staring at the two fierce piranhas look, but down the side of Abel Road while rubbing his hands seemed to make him look like 4 to lift the alert. I saw him sing with his nose contemptuously a Pi, loss of interest like place of a start. preparing to leave when the foot suddenly slipped. Whole face would drop on the ground, sent screams.

. The soldier seemed to follow him behind the wildly laughing along.

gap ticking the fall. 

over the tissue paper,UGG boots, and then staggered to stand out. Cap men support him, hanging on the arm of Aberdeen.

, tall! two men turned its eyes.

raised his chin. Also he spoke wretched joke, while to the platform.



moment stopped the soldiers laughing, eyes cast together to stop the pace of the Executive to the face.

man's shoulder. throw off that set of hand - at this moment, his thin body has to fly straight out.

Male small cap moment in the fall to take protective posture as much as possible, it seems somewhat in terms of experience martial arts. But he also stood up inch less than that set thick laid hold of his arm collar.

Then a burst of rave. Can be seen from the two wrist cuffs have become gray, from this point of view,bailey UGG boots, this is probably the identity or the Germanic Frankish troops to strengthen that area. Repair by the loss of mining technology -

it. The soldiers issued only unnecessary ridicule. Inconsistent with the time heard the commotion, member stations of the probe also came to know what happened in the end result, but was whirling from the big guy scared immediately shrink back.

breast, while tilting Xiang fat lips.

came the bitter but clear voice.

up. As if to see the face of wildly under cap and stooping.

Has been stuffed in a red cap in scattered off at full blast. Just see the following white face, big guy's thick lips to obscene to write to the side.

Shiny blue cat pupil face powder is not applied, the outline of the eyes, noses and eye-catching Shensui very beautiful. Fine and elegant shape of lip biting, fake five are enduring humiliation and pain.


- She probably can not go home tonight, friends. Dahan like to see the battle-line products Side, the girl floating lift, looked him right face, pulled the smoke odor with the sound.

name. Estella Ti,UGG boots cheap, we get along ...... tonight to handle a job waiting for me, I hurt him good wisdom to dawn.

Lade Ken's face sent crisp sound. Ace was originally suspended hanging dumped Ti surprise him a slap.

while and let it categorically. If you consider the height difference between the three head, waist circumference difference between the enemy three times, I am afraid she will have the courage to feel very impressed. Only at this time, the parties will share the courage taken to a more unfortunate direction.
 
After intense strength to hit the post, this time with a good margin on the defensive the rest are not, like a broken doll-like,UGGs, directly from the back of a fall on the ground.


, the thin chest under the palm of your hand in the thick of the tragic twist. Intense and delicate feet toward the sky in vain to kick dancing.

down on even more in fear of shame, pale face. And he was right, is a stubborn girl, use brute force to conquer this game, for him, but can not match the fun.

Hou compartment could hear but not see any people who want to help.

Lade Ken Ti side of Estella get here is still strong and satisfied with the will to fight, while hand into a small zipper pants.

Thursday, October 28, 2010

Hurry up morning

 Do not know what to wear,

afraid more heat, less cooling,

a result, cold cold, cold to not work, ~ ~

for some people, cold to not be an exaggeration,

can for me, Ah true.

busy morning in the unit a very long time,

9:30 am ~ 13:30 pm no break is almost over,

That's good, at least not boring,

If not matter, I feel free of panic

work on the road, the wind will not say what degree,

Well, at least one of my side so,

is the only one,

cold when I will hold me tight,
 I feel his body temperature,
in fact, not used to this Ah

(Aha, masked Who Ya?

work on the road, we like nonsense,

ha ha,

home, wash my bath

the boots to find out, hey,



finally time to be able to wear and look forward to a long time,

fact also want to buy boots,

so I have to

. .

fact before Monday, could have been like me and my dear good arrangements for the weekend,

Kazakhstan, is the speed it .

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

I'm not angry no, not from gas

 Is now the King do not respect the right to respect money,

mind laugh Mo troubles, laugh learn a silly hanging.

no air songs (six)

me I'm not angry he was popular, I had no intention that he come to air;

sick if he design, no air under the sick for;

invited doctors to disease treatment, anti-disease treatment, said non-volatile gas;

if they do not cool down in the air, sincere fear of life due to illness will be abandoned;

I tasted the taste of this gas, no gas is not gas I really do not gas.

no air songs (g)

Life is like a drama, present and destined only to gather. Not easy to get along with one, everyone should treasure it.

like all the world like there, how can each piece as I intended. For small temper, in retrospect, why.

his popularity I do not gas, gas for the disease to no one. Angry secretion of harmful substances, and promoting human aging and diseases of Health.

expensive and suffer to see a doctor,Bailey UGG boots, said air treatment of non-disease prone. Villain is not a small amount of people, often air their popularity.

large gentleman with the world, bad and the good in the package. Call me I'm deaf people, low income to God aloud.

really Gaima if I was wrong, sincere correct education. If it did not matter, all while he was cursing himself.

right o left pro-unity is good, very happy family harmony. Mutual and dear husband, gazing at each other smiling.

politically stable and harmonious to the family, old age being sweet as honey. Neighborhood than do relatives, children and grandchildren with him to lock things.

fame and fortune to promote a healthy, civilized manners first fight. State of Zhou Gongjin three, died due to human gas meter.

have YAN Jing Qing Ming, and understand that harm is not angry. Maitreya is the bag monk topless belly can Renqi.

smiling and no worries, all diseases are eliminated. No gas is not gas I really do not gas, not gas children in mind song in my heart.

get as long as you do, live to a hundred less than surprising.

no air songs (eight)

all over the world gas, no gas all things without life. People live by is the air, no air live Han significance.

covered in the body upright and strong, evil things to hurt the body. You do not get angry to find your gas, gas is on themselves, come.

life of life is gas, if gas were already the first gas. Annoy for the unrighteous, who was in the account to be angry.

detrimental angry no one's interest, angry people hurt themselves. Disease to their own gas out of medicine, money people suffer ridicule ridiculed.

petty good for nothing, just to let others secretly hi. Angry often injured reason, bad things do regret late.

disappointing loss to do our effort, disappointing to see you live up to expectations. Xiao pros and cons of the world should be, happily eliminate cool down.

generosity may be able to world gas, not gas people do not get angry. I respect you more humble respect, I hope we all kind.

no air songs (nine)

me I'm not angry he was popular, my heart idea. Large gentleman with the world, good and bad things in the package.

villain not a small amount of people, often air their popularity. The world as there are things like, how can the views as I do?

Maitreya laugh, big belly loaded with earth.

if others call me, as a small child's play. Curse on the days high and low curse into the ground.

I genuinely Gaima, give me a good lesson. If I did not do that, he was scolded himself.

lose blessed day, people understand the truth. If not learn patience, angry and filling.

sick because of anger, suffering for no one. How many hero, because of gas death of life.

thought of death,UGG boots, being to get by. Others to mad at me, I will not get angry.

an Amitabha, all diseases are of the go.

no air songs (ten)

was popular, not gas, gas from disease, for no one. Relief is good, weak, and all things passed.

case of defects, like the advantages of a good or bad the top of the heart from the fast. Feel good, fun high, reverse feelings, sparse elimination show.

low standard, looking down, heart balance, no complaints. Ground activities, sky talk, little pain, ailments, throwing Miracle.

to be open-minded,cheap UGG boots, heart of bright, energetic, good health. The confused, to confused, to the chic to chic.

no air songs (xi)

indisputable terms with his wife, and she consequently the right, little old do not guess, longer life than the world.

and sub indisputable dollars, he lived with his management, Lehe live, full house all spring.

count and people do not fight, get along with the total gas, something Chi Diankui, confused is a positive play.

and has been an indisputable account, revel with the law, not force things, is the true meaning of peace.

indisputable not count, far to avoid trouble, physical health but also health, help people and help yourself.

no air songs (xii)

hidden secrets of the universe rotating, the world is always a Hong. Died Thousand Years are reincarnation, karma can not be bullied. same name as the world situation

CD interest, greed hurt. Taking credit mess Xianqi, air out the sick and hurt the body.

things quiet there are unhappy, complaining fee suspicion. Deliberately alienate all the fault, find a reason to take for.

difficult to return led to a big mistake, Diuguan suicide note less than surprising. Problems look inward, rectifies a valid reason.

thousand million wrong wrong return is wrong, may be able to self-Ann-day extension, therefore. In a position to approach a taste of the world, not for the fame amicable.

no air songs (xiii)

head days, under Zhu, the life all in one breath. Remember there are three bogey on the air: Ouqi angry temper.

Ouqi only air their fit of anger more antagonistic to each other. Paizhuo stool playing angry, anti-rational reason not to change.

world life is not easy to spoil yourself a pity. Angry students for a minute, sixty seconds, not convinced.

angry students for an hour, sixty minutes to take silly. Angry students on the week to harm the injured spleen and liver.

life in order to less angry, a few matters to be kept in mind. Do care about the small non-trivial, a Yanzheng to a close.

injury was the surface of language, may not be all bad faith. Brush was doing things to my liking,UGG shoes, presumably has a difficult duet.

Zhang Shi was the bullied, multi-line unexpectedly pen from death. Meng Qu was me wrong, there anything seasonal fog cage?

breach of trust was abandoned me, lost is lost with him. Some advantage over me, how can the general homogeneous fingers?

feet have been short-inch long, not everything comparisons. Beauty is not the whole world to see, how can there be something of Health Xianqi.

smooth body good state of mind, save money to travel to the drug.

cool down songs (a)

the world the worth of things, how can I make smug, failing in order to open, do Mo angry.

villain not man, vengeful and angry, non-students out of thin air, deliberately put your gas.

If you really angry, just in the treacherous, angry good health, suffers with no one for.

He gas I'm not angry, heart, mind, cursed on the day of the high and low curse into the ground;

learn patience if not, face the enemy all day, work affected, into vulgar in.

I really Gaima, from education, if I do not Gaima, all as a small child's play. If I criticize

counterparts, would not amicable, generous and large, everything be smug.

called me not again, not my low gas, allowed to slowly think about, sooner or later turn back.

everything and for you, magnanimous was strong, the only music player, why should students Xianqi.

cool down song (b) - life is to maintain a happy, not angry

Mo angry, to cool down, gas for the next patient to whom. For air born diseases, advise you a tongue cool down.

something goes wrong consumer grievances, old habits and leisure gas. Heart trouble canceling heart, by the aggrieved consumer Ouqi.

failing to discourage consumer frustration, hardship and down and eliminate quite gas. Consumer anger reputation, fame missed the suspect gas consumption.

frustrated when the consumer frustrated, mad pride Forget gas consumption. Consumers do not complain Shu Yu anger, dealing with people eliminate stingy.

results before the elimination of arrogance, big and difficult to eliminate sigh. Nanjin beings personal views, how can we all get angry at the time.

cool down his anger from his popular I am I'm not angry. Mo angry, eliminate cool down, no gas is not gas will never air.

health care build strength, physical and mental health is a blessing.

Mo angry - to maintain a happy mood of life is very important

Life is like a drama, because destined to get together again. Catching to the old is not easy, whether it is more treasure to go.

to small to get angry, look back and think why. Others are angry I'm not angry, I am mad at who, if wishful?

neighbors than friends and relatives do not, suffer pleasure together. Others are angry I'm not angry, no gas for the sick. If I mad who

wishful Moreover, distracting and laborious. Neighbors, relatives and friends than not, children and grandchildren trivia charged with this matter.

suffer with pleasure, a good companion gods envy.

Mo Mo annoying song to get mad, they must not get mad, people tend to worry the old. How can the whole world is everything, what a pity idiot not worry.

either your wealth and nobility, at mid-treatment of weeds. Stood not enjoy happy, why their own and other troubles.

they must not get mad, they must not angry, confront the moon is still no guarantee. Cheng Huan parents both knees, a large and small, and good.

rough clothes and Vegetable Rice bread, happy, where the discussion? Take immediate riches and honor, why bother to discuss their troubles.

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

February 21, 2009

 Photo Tiger leaders of the armed forces, representatives of the white figure still alive, the representative of the black troops have been killed or died, the gray The Festival victory, the rebels, Sri Lanka media generally believe that government forces achieved total victory just around the corner, is expected to end in the short term this United States, thousands of his men surrendered to the government and turned on, so that

LTTE leader His house is located in the outskirts of Colombo, Sri Lanka, usually reclusive,UGG shoes, once the trip, around at least six heavily armed bodyguards accompanied. The reasons for such a high alert is obvious: since 2004, after defecting to the government,

about the former Portland ordered the use of understanding that: for our nation, peace and development is the most important two things. is 维纳亚加莫 蒂穆拉利塔 Lan, aged 42. He was born in Batticaloa, Eastern Province of Sri Lanka, where Tamil people's principal place of residence.

Sri Lanka is a multi-ethnic country, with the main ethnic Sinhalese, Tamil and Moor, etc., in which Sinhalese account for 80% of the total population. Colonial rule in 1948 after independence from Britain, the Sinhalese Sri Lankan government in the new dominant, the implementation of the language, employment, education and religious policies of the Tamil cause dissatisfaction with the increasing intensification of the contradiction between the two nations, several bloody conflicts.

2 9 February, won every time the Sri Lankan government forces and equipment exhibition held in the capital Colombo. The picture shows the display of the 85 military-style armored vehicles.

20 century and the early 70s, Tamil formal establishment of an independent In 1976, Prabhakaran established a
father was a farmer. Although as a Tamil, but he insisted on maintaining national unity of Sri Lanka's stand against the However, the father's attitude did not affect his son. Adolescence, began with the

19837 months, The incident triggered massive riots in Colombo, killed hundreds, thousands fled their homes, mainly Tamils. Since then, the pro-independence Tamil people gathered at the

rescue He received simple training, was assigned to the southern city of Chennai in India, the Prabhakaran to India in the event,  served as his bodyguard.

Monday, October 25, 2010

Four thousand Buddha taught the Dharma

 To tame and soothe negative emotions; In Buddhism, there are numerous meditation methods. There are three ways I have found meditation is particularly effective in the modern world, everyone can use and benefit. These three methods is the

1. That is easily and intently focus on breathing.

breath is life, it is the most basic performance of our lives. In Judaism, breathing as ruah, which means Spirit of God created all things; in Christianity, between the Holy Spirit and breathing, but also has a deep relationship. In the Buddha's teachings, the breath (Sanskrit is called prana) is the So, when you adjust the breath leaving a very smooth calm down, you also have to tame and train your heart. In our experience anxiety, if we can be alone a few minutes, take a deep breath as long as quietly, not how much you can feel at ease? Even such a simple exercise, can be of great help to us.

Therefore, when you are meditation, we should as usual, natural breathing. Focus your attention on the breath with ease. When each breath, that is, to lay down and lift all dedication. Imagine the gas into the ubiquitous in truth. After each breath, then inhale before you will find the attachment disappears, there will be a natural gap.

live in the gaps in security, safety and living in the open space. When you breathe naturally, do not focus on particular on the inhale, and to continue to live in peace of mind the gap that has opened on the.

When you exercise, do not do any of that in mind, analysis or self-gossip. Do not continue to keep your heart the comments (

not to focus too much on the breathing; as long as the per Nianwu enough attention on your breathing, and the rest of the seventy-five% open is quiet and relaxed. When you breathe more and more of the the clear, it will find you more awake, you have received the photo back to its own scattered mind as a whole.

this time, do not Slowly, the breath itself, breathing person, and respiratory movements into one; confrontation and isolation are gone.

you will find this very simple process of mindfulness, will filter your thoughts and emotions. Then, as if you were peeling in general, something to be stripped of the free.

However, some people can not relax or breathe freely view; even the concept that breathing is almost claustrophobic. For these people, the next method might be more helpful.

2.

an object using the second method is to gently on the heart of an object, many people find this method very useful. Anything that allows you to have a particularly inspired natural objects, such as a flower or a crystal can be. However, the concrete manifestation of the truth of things, such as Buddha, Christ like, especially if you like guru, will be more powerful. Master alive, bound together by you and the truth; because you and the teacher mentoring relationship, just watching his face, it will be your inspiration from nature and truth linked together. Many people

statue of Guru Padmasambhava (known as This statue built in the eighth century Tibet, but also through his blessing. Padmasambhava by his supernatural power, the introduction of Tibetan Buddhism. Tibetans regard him as the Dilgo Khyentse Rinpoche said: Johnson who, he has the compassion and wisdom of all Buddhas. He has a virtue that anyone asking him, he can immediately give the blessing; and that they pray to him what he has the ability to satisfy our immediate desires. His eyes are deep and quiet, almost burst out from the photo will come into your state without any awakening of persistent, profound meditation. Then, very quietly to put your heart to Padmasambhava.

3. execration

third method is to link together the heart and the Curse of the sound, which is common in Tibetan Buddhism (Sufi religion, Orthodox Christian and Hindu also used.) Mantra is defined as Those who protect the people from falling into a negative state of mind, or not under the control of the heart Bono, are called mantra.

When you feel nervous, confused or emotionally vulnerable, the mantra can completely change your mood, transforming its energy and atmosphere. How could it? Mantra is the essence of the sound to the sound performance of the form of truth. Subsumption each sound is spiritual power, concentrating the truth, the French Jia Chili emitting Buddhas. Fine ride in the heart of the energy on breathing through the whole body, purify the body's chakras. So, when you mantra, you are in the Curse of the energy added to your breathing and energy, equivalent to a direct exercise your heart and precision of the body.

mantra I recommend to students is , masters and enlightened by the curse. In a violent and chaotic era, with a strong quiet, treatment, transformation and protection forces. Quiet and very focused to recite the mantra, so that your breathing, mantra and your awareness slowly into one. Or in a special way Songzhou, and then after the peace of mind living in Songzhou depth silence.

familiar even though I have this Famennian life, sometimes I still curse the power to surprise. A few years ago, I host a meditation camp in Lyon, France, a total of three hundred participants, mostly housewives and psychotherapist. I have been teaching all day, but most of the time they seemed to be related to me, relentlessly asking questions, one by one. Evening, I collapsed the whole person, the whole room full of dull atmosphere. So, I read this curse I just mentioned. I was very surprised, even with such power mantras; within minutes, I feel more energetic, the surrounding atmosphere has changed, all the audience seemed to light up and charming. This experience again and again in my body, so I know it is no coincidence that Heart meditation meditation when we Nothing to do with its natural on the line. A meditation on the divisions to be described as

a famous saying: : The more people ignore or disrupt it, the more impurities will settle to the bottom of the tank, the water was naturally bright and clean nature will also be revealed. The nature of the heart as well. Its course, without change, it can find true joy and a sound.

so do not let the heart have any Guaai or burden. When you meditation, do not bother to control it, and do not let your heart quiet force. Do not over-serious or think you are doing a special ceremony; even do not have the concept of meditation you are. Let your body maintain the natural, but also to keep your breathing natural. You imagine the void, to accept the whole universe. Delicate balance of meditation,Bailey UGG boots, like other arts, relaxation and alertness in the delicate balance between the need to maintain. There was once a Biqiumingjiao million ear, following the Buddha's closest disciples to learn a meditation. He could not understand what kind of mentality should hold, it is hard to concentrate, but a headache. So he relaxed mood, the results fell asleep. Finally he asked the Buddha to help. Before the Buddha knew that he was a monk known musician, asked him:

nor too loose. Maggie called La degrees (Ma Chik Lap Dron), she said: , we should relax into the idea of relaxation is not even attached. Thought and emotion: people start meditation and ocean waves, it is often said that their ideas are wild, become chaotic than ever. However, I repeatedly assured them that this is a good sign. This is no chaos than ever before that your thoughts, but because you are becoming more quiet, you finally noticed how your thoughts have always been messy. Do not lose heart or give up. Whatever thoughts arise, you have to do is stay awake, even in the midst of chaos, we should also put attention on the breath.

ancient meditation teaching methods in the record: the beginning of meditation, the idea is always one after another, never stopped, as if the mountain is steep waterfall. Gradually, progress in the martial arts of meditation, thought like a stream through the deep and narrow gorge, and then slowly, like a meandering river to the sea, and finally, the heart becomes calm and serene as the ocean, but occasionally there are ripples or waves appear.

Sometimes people think that meditation, never can have any thoughts and emotions; when thoughts and emotions arise, they become annoyed that himself. Far from it, there is a Tibetan saying:

as if the sea has waves, or light as the sun, the heart of the light is its thoughts and emotions. The sea has waves, not to be disturbed by the waves. The nature of the sea waves. Waves from the students, but they will go? Back to the sea. Waves come from? Sea. Similarly, thoughts and emotions is the light nature of mind and performance, which arises from the heart, but dissolving go? Back to the heart. Regardless of what is emerging in mind, do not see it as a particular problem. If you are not a strong response, if you are able to impatience, it still will again return to its nature.

If you have this understanding, then the idea from the minds of students will only enhance your practice. If you do not understand the nature of their light nature of mind, your thoughts will become the seeds of confusion. Therefore, with the broad-minded and compassionate attitude towards your thoughts and feelings, because your mind is your family, your heart family. In front of them, just as Dudjom Rinpoche often said: how to deal with emotions should do. Broad-minded in the realm of meditation, you can not look at your prejudice thoughts and emotions. When your attitude changes, the heart will change the whole atmosphere, even the nature of thoughts and emotions will change. As you become more approachable, they will become more lovely; if you do not think they have any questions, they do not find your trouble.

Therefore, no matter how the students from the thoughts and emotions, let their students play and faded, like the sea waves in general. Whether you find that you are thinking, let that thought arises and faded, not to be limited. Do not seize it, feeding it, or condone it; let go, do not make it concrete. Do not run with the thought,UGGs, do not greet them; to look at their own waves as the sea, or overlooking the clouds that pass by as the sky in general.

Soon, you will find thinking like the wind, came and went. Secret is not to

the ordinary person in mind, we see a continuous flow of its thoughts; but that is not the case. You will find that each have a gap between two thoughts. When thinking of the past has passed, but not yet thinking of the future from time to time, you will discover there is a gap, the feel or Therefore, meditation is to make thinking slow down, so the gap is increasingly apparent.

one of my masters students 名叫阿帕潘 (Apa Pant), he is an excellent Indian diplomat and writer, served as Ambassador of India in many countries, also in the Government of India representative in Lhasa, Tibet, has also been ambassador to Sikkim. He is a practitioner of meditation and yoga, every time I see my master, he always ask He follows the Eastern tradition, the identity of the student teacher asked again and again up a simple, basic question.

A Papan told me the story. One day, our Master Jiang Yang, the capital of Sikkim, Khyentse is just in front of Germany and watch the Lama Temple,UGG boots cheap, the palace dance, clown antics for giggling. A Papan constantly bother him and asked him again and again how the meditation, the Guru decided to make a once and for all of his reply: not arises, which do not have a gap?

Just as there are many doors and windows of the room allows the air blowing in from all directions, the same, when your heart is open, naturally there will be a variety of experience into the heart to. You may experience the joy and clarity, or without thinking no thought of the realm. From a certain perspective, these are very good experiences, but also a symbol of progress in meditation. Because when you experience the joy, this is the desire of the characterization of the temporary digestion; when you experience the real clear and bright, this is the characterization of harassment has been suspended. When you experience the realm of free thinking no thought, this is a temporary loss of ignorance has been the characterization. Good experience in themselves, but if you are attached to them, will become obstacles. Experience is not the consciousness; but if we have not dedicated, they really play their role and become conscious of the material.

negative experiences are often the most misleading, because we always think of them as a bad symbol. In fact, the negative experience in our practice, it is blessing in disguise. Try not to hate, in turn, have to understand their true nature, they just experience it,bailey UGG boots, such as the mist in a dream. Understanding the true nature of experience, allowing you to remove the experience itself, harm or danger, so that even negative experiences, you can also become a big source of blessings and achievements. Since ancient times, there are many masters, the negative experience in hard and put them into the consciousness of the catalyst.

Traditionally, practice for a real people, not hinder the negative experience, but a good experience. When things are going well, you must be especially careful and righteous thoughts clear, and avoid becoming over-confident or satisfied. Remember Dudjom Rinpoche I experienced a very strong experience for me to say: Like other persistent, must be removed. In meditation and life, we must learn not persistent good experience, not hatred and negative experiences.

Dudjom Rinpoche warned us another trap: in general: fantastic slow. In fact, this is only a vague and distracted stagnation it. and how to escape this realm it? clear yourself, your back straight, dirty lungs exhaled air, put your void awakening force directed cool and bright, fresh and over your heart. If you are still stuck in this stagnant, you will not progress; Therefore, whenever there is such a backward situation, must be cleared again. trying to stay alert Mindfulness is clear, it is very important. Then, continue to stay quiet and not scattered in that realm, and do not need any special methods. That method has completed its task. However, if your heart is lost or scattered, and you must re-use the method allows you to pause.

real beauty of meditation, not in any way, but it continued to live in the moment experience, and its joy, clear, calm and most importantly, there is no persistent in its top. The reduction of their dedication, more freedom of your own sign. When you are more experienced this freedom, you will more clearly ego, hope and fear will gradually disappear, and you will be more close to the infinite wealth of When you live in that wisdom home, you can not find Home - Fuji realm. Rest People often ask: incomplete case. I have not found in the classic twenty-minute meditation statement; I think that the Western developed idea, I call it Focus is not on the length of time, and in mindfulness meditation is really clear and gives you live in the present level. In that realm, you open a little, can connect with your mind. Five minutes of waking meditation, far better than twenty minutes of falling asleep!

Dudjom Rinpoche always say, beginners should be a short meditation time, take four or five minutes, then rest a minute. At rest, to lay down the methods of meditation, mindfulness but not even you can put down the clear. Sometimes, when you have been trying meditation, it is wonderful that the rest of the moment, if you have clear and mindful living in the moment, but is meditation occurred. That is why in meditation, rest and meditation equally important reason. Sometimes I would advise the problems faced by students of meditation, meditation at rest, to rest in meditation.

sit awhile; then rest, about thirty seconds to a minute a very short break. But no matter what, should the the clear, do not lose mindfulness and its natural lightness. Then let yourself awake, re-sit. If you like to do many times in this short meditation, you break your meditation will often become more real, more stimulating; them from your meditation process, remove the awkward, painfully rigid sense of feeling and not a serious nature, to bring you more and more focus and lightness. Gradually, through this cross-use of rest and meditation, meditation and daily life of the barrier will collapse, they will be the contrast between the digestion, and you will find yourself more and live in a natural, pure moment, mm is not fretting. Then, as Dudjom Rinpoche used to say: combined with the knowledge of everyday life. I would like to stress: the combination of meditation in life is the basic meditation, focus and purpose. Violence and anxiety of modern life, challenges and disorder, so that this combination has become more urgent.

someone complained to me: They practice and daily life in two isolated world, is not mutual inspiration. It reminds me of when he was studying in Tibet know of a teacher, he can parse the rules of Tibetan grammar was clearly and logically, they can barely write a correct sentence.

being the case, how do we do to achieve this integration? How can I make the quiet joy and broad-minded meditation into everyday life comfortable? In addition to the ongoing practice, the method does not replace, because only through the real practice, we can begin to consistently taste the quiet nature of mind, so it can maintain this in everyday life experience.

I always tell my students, do not jump too quickly to meditation, stay a few minutes, so calm and peaceful meditation into your life. Dudjom as my guru Rinpoche said: general. When you re-enter everyday life, let the meditation that brings you the wisdom, insight, compassion, humor, soft, broad-minded and comfortable experience in your everyday life is full. Meditation to awaken your understanding the nature of all things is how unreal dream; or even to maintain the kind of life and death, Oliver awakening. A master once said: humor to work. For example, when you're walking, do not have a serious sense of unnecessary or self-consciousness. Instead, you have to ease into the open void of truth. When you sit down, you have to be a bastion of truth. When you eat something, make your negative Shenkou Yi Industry and fantasy of eating empty stomach, digestion are all over the Dharma Realm empty. When you go to toilet, the concept is being washed to purify all obstacles. really important to not only practice meditation, but meditation, you have what kind of mood. Whatever you do, they must be quiet and focused state of mind that an extension of. I like a Zen koan, a disciple asked the master:

eat, sleep when sleepy.

! when they sleep, when not everyone was sleeping, ah! when I go to bed. This is the combination. If you really want to achieve this goal, you need to do, not just the occasional practice as a medication or treatment, but treat it as a daily food. This is why the pressure far away from modern urban life in retreat in the practice environment, is the power of the Most Excellent development of such a combination of methods.

often been to participate in meditation, always want to be the result of abnormalities, such as seeing a scene, light, or supernatural powers. When these miraculous phenomena did not happen, they feel disappointed. But the real miracle of meditation is even more than usual and useful of these phenomena, that is a subtle transformation, this transformation is not only in your mind and mood, but also actually occurs in your body. It has great curative. Scientists and doctors have discovered that when your good mood, your body's cells is also more pleasant; the other hand, if your bad mood, your cells become toxic. The health of your whole person, with your mind and way of life. I said that meditation is inspired by the road leading to consciousness, were the best. Whenever I talked about meditation students, I always emphasize rigorous practice of meditation and devotion must be respectful; the same time, I always tell them that meditation must be as full of inspiration and originality. From a certain perspective, meditation is an art, you have the artist's feelings and rich creativity into meditation.

as if you are in everyday life, often a little nervous and competitiveness in general, you should start your own deftly into the peace effort into. Very pleased to meditation there are many ways that you can find something to make your music in high spirits, to open your heart and mind. You can move your collection of past poems, proverbs, or Shariah, put them on the side, ready to boost your spirit. I have always liked the Tibetan Thangka painting, from their beauty to get power. You can also find some sense of the sacred copy to inspire paintings hanging on the walls in the room. You can listen to a discovery master tapes, or listen to the sacred canon. You can place your meditation, put a flower, the point of a stick of incense, a candle, dedicated to guru photos or protective deities, Buddha, simple and solemn. You can put the most ordinary room into a warm sacred place, so you like meeting an old friend, joy and happy to contact with your true self.

ranked in the downtown if you find the home, not easy to meditation, you need to have creativity, into nature. Nature is always a source of inspiration. To keep your calm down, you can walk in the park at dawn or watch the dew on the rose garden. You can lay on the ground, looking at the sky, let your heart be extended to the vast Void, so that the outside world wake up the sky in your mind another piece of sky. You can stand on stream banks and stream to your heart with the flowing together, into one with the gurgling sound of water. You can stand waterfalls, it has the effect of laughter purify your mind. You can walk on the beach, so sweet sea breeze blowing in your face. You can praise the beauty of using the moon quiet your heart. You can sit on the lake or gardens, quiet breathing, when the moon in the cloudless night sky, solemn and slowly rising, let your heart quiet down.

all the achievements of meditation can be used. A smile, the underpass of a face, cracks in the concrete path out of a flower, a piece of beautiful hanging fabrics in the shop window, the sunshine windowsill flower pots look. Always find the footprints of the United States or elegant. Stay awake at any time, the

slowly, you will be able to master your own joy, the joy of adjusting your own discretion, with a variety of methods to enhance, inspire, shine and inspire your every breath and movement. How to practice is a great person? A living in the moment, I really ready to face their own people and continues to reveal a source of inspiration for that person. As the contemporary British writer Lewis Thompson (Lewis Thompson) said: , embodies the transcendent truth.

Chapter evolution, evolution of industry, and reincarnation, industry and the reincarnation of the Buddha's enlightenment that important night, he reportedly went through several different stages of awakening. First of all, his heart,
I remember many, many past lives. I, II, III, IV, V ... ... Fifty-World, a BES ... ... thousands of the world, was born in a variety of space and time. I know everything about the world: they take place, my name is called, I was born in which family, do what I did. I experienced the world of good luck and bad luck for each and every death of the world, and then again by the students. The way I remember endless past lives, and their characteristics and the environment. This is my first night hours from knowledge.

dawn of history, I believe there is life after death and reincarnation beliefs in almost all world religions, have played an important role. In early Christian history, Christians believe in reincarnation regeneration, this view has been to the Middle Ages are still in various forms. One of the most influential Church Fathers, Ming Jiaoou Reagan (Origen), that Past strengthen its victory, but also because of the failure of past life weakened. home Balzac (Balzac) writings. Since the beginning of the nineteenth century Western interest in Eastern religions has been a considerable number of Westerners have accepted the cycle of knowledge of Hinduism and Buddhism. Among them, the great American industrialist and philanthropist Henry Ford (Henry Ford) wrote:

twenty-six years old, I accepted the theory of reincarnation, (Western) religion does not provide such complete view. Even work can not fully satisfy me. If we can not get the experience of a world that I, the use of the next, then the work is wasted. When I find to reincarnation, the ... ... time is no longer limited. I am no longer a slave to the pendulum, ... ... I am willing to give long-term view of life by sharing with others the peace.

1982 Gallup poll showed that almost a quarter of Americans believe in reincarnation. If we consider the materialism and science dominate almost every aspect of our lives, and this is a startling statistics. However, most people in life after death is still only a very vague concept, reincarnation in the end do not know what it is. People often tell me they can not believe something without evidence. But there is no evidence to prove that it can not exist? As Voltaire (Voltaire) said: The experience of a child or yesterday, or even an hour ago to do, when, despite all that fresh, but the memory almost completely disappeared, as if the general had not occurred. If last week did not even think of things we do not remember, to remember past lives are doing, how can there be so easy?

Sometimes I jokingly asked someone: deal with this situation? Are not you restricted in order to deny the faith itself? even without concrete evidence of your so-called 『』 in, believe in reincarnation may exist or at least not against it, is it not reasonable? What constitutes a specific cycle evidence of it? In human history, why are there billions of people, including Asia's greatest philosophers, saints and geniuses are believe in reincarnation, and treat it as an important part of life in it? Are they all stupid?

let us return to the specific evidence. Just because we have not heard of Tibet, or just because we have not been to Tibet, Tibet does not mean that does not exist. In the American continent was Even after it was discovered, people are still arguing whether it exists. I believe that this is due to our narrow view of life, so that we can not accept, can not begin seriously pondering the possibility of reincarnation.

Fortunately, this is not the end of the story. Of us engaged in spiritual practice - for example, who finally found a lot of meditation on the heart of the facts, which we previously did not know.

Friday, October 22, 2010

Even forget where the fate

 There we were reading poetry blog.

Cold Mountain is deeply affected American Confessional poet, should be said that the wall flower wall incense, confession camp intelligible straightforward style has always been my favorite.

Hebei Province also received other Buddhist Cultural Exchange Committee of General presented the bath.

true colors of the body to see impermanence, this year I may have an adjustment of the year, hope a hike, a spiritual washing with dust.

Tang Dynasty monk, poet. Surname, place of origin, the average annual birth and death unknown. Fung began his long seclusion Taizhou (Zhejiang Tiantai today) West of the cold rock (that is, Cold Mountain), so number Han Shan son. Feng Guoqing Temple and Taizhou dry, Lost friendly, collected from the phase. According to modern people Yujia Xi research, birth years reign (712) have see the line on the Cold Mountain sub-trace, and its death about nine years in Dezon Sadamoto (793) later in life may Bailing above. Han Shan Tang Dynasty poet, for the old mass, they said that the Taiwan provincial governor Lvqiu from Weituo Yin, Han Shan's poetry performance reasoning methods to teach the main ring, in addition to the village between the language, the workers speaker, a number of words spoken by the village, humorous tone, machine fun talented. Weight due to elegant and subtle poetry was incompatible with the atmosphere, it is not too person cited. Song has been slight improvement in attention. And because of its poetic language longer than the performance of the popular philosophy of life wit, so in Japan, the United States is also quite popular. The number of Cold Mountain Poems, according to his claim to have 600, this deposit of more than 300 articles. Tang Yuan and years, Xu Ling House prepared for the beginning of Volume 3. After the monks have to make note of the silence of 7 volumes. Not pass this year. Learning to see is, the Volume 806_1

Following the Japanese honest greed, flattery is music at once.

get rid of evil forces, industry, the refuge subject to authenticity. Today I Does the body, 急急如律令. Buju

heavy rock me, the birds never deserted road. What all of the international tribunal, white clouds hold secluded stone.

hereby who lived a few years, often found in spring and winter is easy. Message Zhongding home, in name be useless.

ridiculous Han Shan Road, traveling without a trace. Union River difficult to remember song peaks do not know weight.

offer all kinds of sob dew grass, Yin Song, like the wind. Fan diameter at this time, from any form of shadow asked. Hidden Enemy

our home a good, Home Office must clamor dust. Grass practice into three tracks, looking for neighbors cloud.

help singing birds, no one asked the French. Saha tree today, a few years as a spring.

to be from the book with the piano, Paul bit with what. Cast chariot from the virtuous women, towels car have filial children.

wind exposure Medina, fertile pond water overflow. Used to be the wren bird sanctuary in one.

brethren Gogun, father of the three states. To experience flying mallard set, should sign the White Rabbit tour.

dream by the spirit of melon, orange seat of God in the collection. Rural country where Tiao delivery, send water with the fish.

a swordsman for the book, the second case of St Wise King. Tung Shou-Wen does not reward, not Hsun Wu expedition.

school paper and Weapons, Chemical Weapons and learn the text. Today, both old men, rest less than clouds.

Zhuangzi said nail in the coffin, the world as a coffin. Sometimes I go to this, only to be some foil.

death will feed the young flies, crane lifting do not work. Empty Shouyangshan, students have fun dead cheap.

asked Han Shan Road, Old Mountain Road unreasonable. Summer ice is not released, hazy fog sunrise.

what I like from the session, and the king of hearts are different. Jun heart, if like me, still get them.

hundred feet natural tree, cut wood for long. Unfortunately, the pillars of wood, throwing in the valley.

suspicious still fresh in the course of time the skin becoming bald. Know who to take in the future, still worthy of column horse estates.

rode degree Huang Cheng, Huang Cheng dynamic customer intelligence. The level of the old battlements, the size of the ancient tomb. vibration isolated

Peng Ying, long wooden arch condensate sound. The sigh of bone are popular, more obscure fairy history.

parrot house West Country, Yu Luo catch was classified. Americans get day and night, tent and out of court.

thanks to golden cage storage, shut Holy damage plumage. As H & Crane, into Yunfei.

Yutang hanging bead curtain, in a lovely son. The appearance wins gods, if Tao Li Yung Hua.

club together in spring fog, West homes autumn wind. More than three decades, but also as glycosides cane dregs.

crescent city women, Chu Pei Ke Shanshan. Parrot Flower Alley before, playing under the moon lute.

long song ring in March, short dance people to see. May not be so long, not cold hibiscus.

parents continued by many, rural not envy him. Women shake machine rolling, children Nongkou ex  .

clap destroy flower dance, listen to the birds song supporting aging. Who will come to admire, firewood after repeated customer. 

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

Everyone must die

 According to annals loyal heart. I have been convinced that my death is filled with mystery, especially when I walked into the village after the encounter, Mr Mok. 
This is a village full of flowers covered the grass, between the farming village, comfortable satisfied, I stood on the ridge, looking around. Villagers are keen to labor, to attend to the sudden appearance of me. Just as I was when nothing measures, followed by cries soon filled with the vicissitudes of life attracted me to go back, old man smiled and asked me. I first arrived in unfamiliar territory, natural not to make any rash moves, and the latent fear of Murder in the peaceful village of offending people, exposing himself. Harmony Village is, of serenity, but it can not therefore be overlooked, often bloody outbreak in a quiet gunpoint. I micro the person, identity unknown, had come not clear, although the elderly are faces of the children Hefa sparkle in his eyes unusually emitted bursts of light, but it seems the idea is amiable, a belly like a better educated scholars Jinglun . I'm not sure he will not do the things I was surprised to, but, and be sure he is not a bad thing to do the old guy dry.

This is a few feet bearing the marks of the road, the grass was trampled in the dirt, I can see them struggling to breathe out of the earth, I step on the foot upward, they will completely sink in the mud being, and no hope of breathing, looking forward to the afterlife. Long at my feet, I also come from frustration, I hope the grass they can understand me.

us to the old man's hut, it really is a rare find to see the earth huts, dilapidated and teeth marks in India carved insects Chapman, lakes waterfront cottage to the main door on the blanket made of reeds, surrounded by non- Rule wooden walls of the hut standing side by side. Man paused in front of wood, look back on me, tea is ready,UGG shoes, as if waiting for a special trip edge in the field busy for me again and again. treat each other with a single step of the ceremony as a VIP. I can not foresee field plot, or perhaps the truth is a pending case, and the appearance of this man I do not have anything to do, there would be no events of the past, what I do now. I paused, swallowed a sigh of relief, said Mr Mok Hello, Well, I is, as you go with.

Chapman gently push the man to open, and never smoke inside a white light, I quickly closed my eyes. After a while, the old man said: Man behind the Moon's path grass was gone, gone far field, together with those Zhigu farming side of things despite the disappearance of the villagers were all clean. Suspended in mid-air hut, surrounded by a dark, deadly silence, the following can not see any of the things did see clouds and birds, I am surprised speechless in my brain are filled with fear. I suddenly realized that this is the man that is, a shaking ZZZZZZZZZ trick. I would like to turn to jump, even if the dead can not be planted in such an old hand, too much loss of face was. While I would like to jump down to the time leap, decaying outstretched hand from behind me grabbed my shoulders, This said to me, as if he could discern all things, ideas, including activities of my thoughts,UGG boots clearance, he should have crystal clear. God, I really met an expert, but I am not an expert and come to find here.

However Shengqingnanque, I walked into the man's hut. The house is not dirty, I would have believed in, it seems simple and clean man, or scholar, a simple wooden table, two small wicker chair, placed two glasses on the table really has braved the fragrance of the breath of weak tea and a bizarre appearance ceramic teapot. Man motioned me to sit down, he sat opposite me homeopathy. I sat down. At this time, Chapman suddenly shut down on, like a faint feeling was Tuishang Qu. Xiao Hehe old man said, as he was the key to the moment of articulation in the air, I suddenly said first step, Mr Mo, niche very hungry. Man, after hearing, a smile a few times, the face of the earth rhythmic masseter several moving.

a fragrance that fades from the cup of tea said.

it is with great suspicion and doubt Duanqichabei, and I gently sniffed the tea, wow, really extraordinary fragrance, never drink my tea so to attract . I gently touch the edge of the cup to his lips, tilt the cup, micro looked up, tea, dry throat and slide down the nervous organs, neither hot nor cold, good temperature and good humidity. I'm out of breath a slight sigh, the man said, The planting, transplant seedlings to homes, the thunder and lightning and snow by the wind and rain flooded a full forty-nine co-culture frost, square into the Emerging Artists, Emerging Artists then needed to be closed suction yin yang half of the year, tea Miao Fang Cheng. Abstract of the Thirty-six children in the village coupled with the spiritual seventy-two tea tree sophisticated refining processes, but also by the Hong eighty-one days of the dry set, the final culmination. :

anxious awareness that the old man what sleeve drugs. 
The dagger, broken chest into the room, then the state should be to concentrate on the statue, to be one-third of the blood, the eyes closed, pull blade out, coupled with a sincere Kouxie. catastrophe may in addition have a single step. slow sigh of a coarse showed some frustration.

thought of himself, had to be reduced to the point of suicide thoracotomy, although I never believe that ghost of the Road, but at the moment I was suddenly scared, devastated. 
two years old I remember when I was a genius, when primary school teachers are not proficient proficient knowledge, such as math and trigonometric functions on the root of division algorithms, the language on argumentative prose fiction narrative poetry and other literary genres of writing, philosophy, and conflict on the dualism dialectical principle of unity, because at that time not to open the school philosophy course, so did not know at the philosophy that is now known as knowledge. However, these aspects is not truly reflect my genius.

day I went to the woods hunting with his father, and his father lost in the forest depths. I am anxiously looking for his father, but it is not unexpected cry cry, I was very calm and show more cool when I was from the edge of the lush grass covered slopes of the cave and got to live, after groping After a deep tunnel in front of me there is a definitely unusual villages. Unusual because the villagers saw me here, to have left in the hands of agricultural tools such as hoes and sickles shovel and ran away, with his head back once more have not. I stood on the edge of the field looking at all this strange. This time I actually cried, but I do not know when his father had been standing behind me, stroking my head and calmly said to me, kids, we go back. Who knows of a home, I was beating his father, his father and just simply different person, said to me sternly, after allowed to go there.

ass I was my father playing fast flowering, and dare to argue. However, since then I have really no greater that been there, though I have a whim, want to return to the age of ten years have been to that village to see, but could not find that unusual in my eyes villages.

sometimes as young pigs eat feed grown up so fast, I was twenty years old have a college student. Long to two years old, it should know how to etiquette, so I think the most important thing is that I seem to be introduced to their own, like the blind date as to the consent of the other fancied himself to be a good description of something. My name is Xiao

before the new era of 21st century, promising young men from that. My life is ordinary flies close to stupid,UGG boots, this state of mind and body for a long time will feel uncomfortable, so they have some strange idea to get rid of melodic rhythm of life. But I hope it is more natural, rather than affectation whatsoever. The breeze gently brushed face, did not take a drop of tears.

nothing once they get close to it will really become decadent decadence. I often exhausted in the morning until nearly three Zhongsi Xu willing to sleep my life is not busy I would be happy to do not only scary night owl, I just want to find some before going to sleep can be in the dark like a fantasy environment. End of the movie, however, mostly through the twists and turns and then the male and female come together, find the ending as I imagined, there is no novelty, so is a failure, so continue to look for my faith. The cost of such a cycle time of loss, my beard longer thicker, a dirty look really terrible. Separated from the sink in the dark specter of the state a hell on earth, and even reduced to only I can accept my image, I almost never had your mirror. Mirrors reflect without reservation the human heart.

no rhythm in the beginning of life can cause neurological disorders, mental disorders in the form of a dream would be to begin performance. Sure enough, recently I was dreaming, and frequently walk in the dream, night twenty-three dreams, dreams broken dreams, broken pieces touch, I feel like these dreams are real, some time in certain corners of the touch, and then confirmed my hunch about life ahead. This is no surprise to me, too, but dreams are often subjected to disruption in sleep, I do not know what reason. Remember the first day when the language teacher, said: the special place the special story of the age. This age is not a special, natural does not happen anything special.

age of thirty I married, but also successfully gave birth to a son. At forty I have a successful career, but often indulged in ghost way, the dream of a more cluttered. Then I found everything I have, and worthwhile life, so he prepared to die, he did so to aspire to death for no reason. Finally, I quietly died forty-one years.

three

front is a forest, no special management, no charge, I can see a few people walk into the green zone, can not help but reveal dangerous and distorted expression. Intersection set a wooden sign that read: no secret depths of the forest. No matter who established temporary wooden plaque is not intended to be I decided to enter the forest. With the entrance of the forest gradually gone up and become original, the woods are not dense but between the patchwork of trees, what seems to shine through the signal, for fear of their own side in this tense and led to the lost woods, and I entirely a stranger identity to get involved in someone else's territory, I believe that after many lost one after the implied meaning can be found, and finds himself. Sunshine between the leaves left in bits and pieces of the spot, I follow enough flowers in the grassy forest paths, the air becomes very strange. In a corner, the sun suddenly strong, and through the leaves of a large diarrhea, I felt a body can significantly bring the hot sun, followed by eye irritation and for light emission inherent to shut our eyes, slow for a while, I slowly open my eyes. I do not know what this sign means. When I found the pressure of cross God I took a girl standing in front of her wearing a white dress, skirt and belt she fluttered in the breeze, give me a relaxing feeling, the red flowers of white dress shoes in the backdrop of even more beautiful. I like her. Her eyes closed slightly, but cried a lot, a very baffling sad, tears flowing down the cheeks rhythmically, the sound is floating in the forest, faint can feel another round of grief. For a variety of complex emotions and reasons, I rely on to go with a surprise, gently pace, do not want to disturb her, I stood in front of her, and she is like not knowing, continued crying. I looked at her face, this is a very familiar scenes clips, but I can not remember how, remember not allow me to rewind look.

I am helpless, out of surprise, I am vigilant, but I am still very kindly asked her where to live, phone number, why would go there and only one person, as bad as the police torture . She heard my words, stop crying, rubbed his eyes and looked at me. But like to extend a few seconds to several hours, and then found that I like bad guys, they relax their vigilance. I also relax vigilance, I could see from her eyes look not bad people not the girl already has years. In the waiting process, estimated my horrible beard long a part of it. I think she is not trying to imitate me.



really is terrible, I'm deep in a forest and saw pieces of a much longer and the handsome girl, identity unknown, had come for an unknown, I am not afraid of the dog behind her beat her beat but the helmsman . I have the wisdom and the body is far stronger in the manipulation can not resist the dark. At twenty years old when I have not so genius.

, ready to dial the number of her beat her mother, but found that forests had no signal. This will also give me another layer of implication, if under any, outsiders would not be so easy to know the situation here.

Baba note children, read an address above the crooked, as if I rented a lane not far. Ms Daoting like writing the above, but why she did not give me a note to tell me the address it, I do not know why I did not this go deeper.

I went into the woods just because of boredom is carved, irritability of the time I can play it, if they can do a good opportunity also very good, at least in my dull life can be thrown in the waves.



I write a little thin hand toward her beat when the forest paths to walk, the sun is still left in the leaves bits and pieces of the spot, her hands are warm, is soft. I took some time to go after her beat, that is still a small road that familiar walk, before we can see the faint footprints, I'm sure we're lost. I pick up the phone a look,cheap UGG boots, hey, how was just not the time or the signal but, ah, now is not even time to go, stopping at the first time I took the phone to the moment of her beat. I do not know what time the waves hit the hearts of sudden fear, the day should not have fear, I realized that we lost a long time, Ms point seems to know the situation occurred, but she did not ask me, just following me, and I have not thought things now tell her lost, afraid she will cry, and then my heart will be more of the burning chaos. The only thing I can do is struggling to find direction to go forest exports.

might be about half a day, say half a day because the sun is farther and farther away, the sun gradually scarce. Ms I very tired, could see the beginning of our chapped lips. Ms more innocent eyes, I looked at her, hoping she looked after my eyes to find comfort from. I like her innocence. She is so pure and lovely, do not know how many can understand.

? She was a little girl. I am very worried about her, than worry about.

I often inadvertently make a mistake, this mistake is more guilty of sin. I'm lost Never mind, went so far into trouble with a child. I can not forgive myself unless successfully find the way through the woods. Ms

I rely on a tree and dependency sat silent struggled more than the quiet thoughts.

phone rang but at this time, sound very strange. This is beyond my expectations, but there are still deep in the forest such a strong signal.

and the sun is ready to do tomorrow, the moon on duty. From time to time in the woods more than a few times in the crow's whine, it seems that the old Shixiu smell.

is an unfamiliar number.



accompanied by bursts of fear and doubt before, I was pleasantly surprised, we have saved, followed by another burst of low, how do you know her beat my grandmother, phone number, and how she knew me and Ms together. I grew more and more to their frightened, and I clenched her beat hands hard, in this age of peace, only one explanation to convince me that ghosts. Not afraid of the 21st century, the work of promising young people are not afraid of the intensity of competition afraid tired of these. I slowly turned his head

beside her beat, I want her to remove my doubts. Who would have thought she had turned to my side, as if she had known all this, and I think. Mother ah! She is not simple.

She would not ... ... I think you should trafficking. I am sure that is the scene that caused the wrong impression, she said she liked her beat me, but, in fact, I am more concerned at this time is that I now wish to have no hope of survival, I'll die of a strange area , the remaining issue from the throat and the roar of the crow.
exact point that I was under the guidance of Ms grandmother back to her home from the forest, and her grandmother does not live in my neighbor rented a small alley inside. I've never been in a small village, the villagers between farming, looked at me from time to time, a very strong feeling of deja vu, as you know, not allow me to rewind the memory of the image look. I am very clear holding Ms Ms grandmother's instructions to go by, but still do not know I had traversed the route.

mother did not look very vicissitudes vicissitudes of the traces left behind. I told her to impose a courtesy, the Ms to her respectfully, and then lost to exit out of their village hall. Surprisingly, she suddenly spoke up.

. He preferred wander through the nature, of no fixed abode, hey, are now resigning, but fortunately you help us back to her beat, her beat is our life ... ah ... I also followed them into pathetic situations. 
the. Waner has been a smooth transition, and the rest is none of my business. I am now thinking about how to get out of the village out of the forest.

I want to quit her beat at home, just off the front foot, rear foot is not lifted, I suddenly reeled and fell down.

four

woke up I found the man sitting opposite me, leisurely manner fanned peach leaf fan. 
way of life and death, life exchange. born of troubled times, died of curiosity. Erzhi chaotic heart thinking, outright. However, this first step in this dream, is the god of the trust, it is fortunate also. the first step also Yun and Chi phase, along the road also. I carefully weighed for a while. 
stepping out my door, the immediate resumption of a previous outlook of a sudden, those villagers who have come by, a circle, similar to CRC, talking about, I can not even listen to words only. I fell on his knees on the ground, facing the loess heaven, worship times, and then back in the living room, burning incense three columns, bow, bow again, there is no bow three times, and I knelt in front of a thorough, next to Mr. Mo is still leisurely to violently peach leaf fan. My left hand clenched daggers, right hand on the left hand back on top, thought, mind blank, inner ease off, then the eye blinking place towards the chest stab to the heart.

fierce sting after a while, bright red blood surging out of a few struggling to slow the heart down, and I clearly felt increasingly unable to breathe, all eyes gradually darkened, all instant uproar, such as In the cynical, and I have completely obscure. However, just me back down against the failure of the moment, rushed out of a girl from the back room, the sound shouted a messy hybrid of sound, the whole world seems to have started roaring. At that moment I recognized the girl is obviously Ms, and why she appears here, what happened conspiracy, is not how I think I fainted this, in front of all the scenes are getting dark. Xiao years ago when I only forty-one years.

most said that in my death, screaming in pain crying her beat, the sound vibration of the river north and south ends of the earth. The village people are all very moving, also will give the village mourning. Mr. Mo Lao looked sombre, dull face, mouth off and talking about the Furui do not wave. Her beat me, and I promise next time will immediately agreed with me. She said Shaw Brother, we are similar to the forest outside the village under a tree, the tree engraved with the logo.

five

a boy into the forest outside the village near the large trees, three-cone incense, and respectful bow. Under the tree up a wooden sign, card has gone through the storm succinct. Inscription: Ms Xiao ago approximately.

boy looked up at dilapidated wooden plaque, bow down, after several burst into tears, shouted: parents threw baby could be so heart Flying away. After the fight forest fires

, passing villagers Jie Yan, Xiao former is a good man, one person takes all the blame.

with author information:

Bean, M, under the pseudonym Wu-foot mountain. Good at the weird hidden words to dig bloodshot. South China Normal University South China Sea is now living in campus student apartment F, 417 quarters.